http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k5S88vVTDS0

Sometimes you just have to spread music around like syphilis. I'm sure you know this one though. I just needed to give give give.

We sang this all summer you know? Everybody laughing at each other for not realizing how quickly we were drifting apart. When we finally all did go our own ways, it was like the continental divide, that space between our legs on the car upholstery.

Sometimes I can't help but want to write write write!

Fuck these words from this cruel mouth. These sentences coming out of these folded hands. I feel like a wretched shyster. I never knew I could just create until someone told me to.

I can't live without writing. I can't lie without writing. I can't write without living and lying. Love love love.

I had one of those things called an "epiphany" last night. Things are on the upswing, starting with an overhaul of my attitude. Time to come to grips with reality and start bein' rough, tough, and real. Raw.

Yeah, so I've completely abandoned caring about school anymore. I think it's inevitable. I'm alright with that. I don't know what else to do. The only things that interest me are watching movies, making movies, reading books, internets, and trying to make people hate me.

Those are pretty much what I'm "about."

As Jans Lekman puts it, "It was a strange time in my life."

Hates average, hates convention, hates complacency, hates radical adjustments, hates mediocrity, hates all voices in the human conversation, hates LCD screen, hates blue ray, hates enough for the whole collective race. This post is called Haters. Stop being average, I hate average, you just read that.

Seriously, why is just caring so hard right now. I'm gonna quit this school.

The more and more that I watch movies, the more and more I only want to watch movies.
The more and more I read books, the more and more I only want to read books.
The more and more I make movies or write books, the more and more I want to just create.

Give me funding! Or give me death!